It's raining!!

Living in a desert can be frustrating because of the extreme heat and lack of seasons. However, right now it is exquisite. Gorgeous lightening, powerful thunder, wonderful rain.... Ahhh!!

I’ve been single a long time so I forgot how common this is.......

Ever notice that once you enter a relationship people flock to you from all directions? People you would have dated.. People you have chemistry with.. Maybe there was something but the other person waits too long. You're no longer available. It's an uncomfortable weird feeling.

Back to work

Tonight will be my first night back at work since hurting my foot. I miss working..

Over the past few weeks I've been pampering myself: weekly massages/facials, hanging out with friends, going on trips, meditating, reading.. Just got back from the gym. Making myself SEXY inside & out!

Trixie Overhaul

Over the next few months I will be actively overhauling every aspect of myself and my life. My fitness, relationships, mental health, finances, general attitude, everything..! For those who know me well, you've already seen the changes start. For those who only know me casually, I expect to be a whole new woman by January.

1st Annual Funk Fest featuring George Clinton & Parliament/Funkadelic

Saturday was the 1st Annual Funk Fest in Las Vegas. I went with a few friends, one of whom was celebrating his birthday and flew in right before the show. Not enough time or energy to post pictures or explain well enough right now to do this concert justice, but I have to say........W-O-W !!!!

The Mary Jane Girls

Zapp

Morris Day and the Time

George Clinton & the P-Funk

Wow. Wow. Wow. If you get the chance, GO!!!!!!!!!

Sagitarrius horoscope from Yahoo

Sagittarius


Monthly career (by Astrology.com)
If you're feeling plain old exhausted on the 1st, maybe it's time for you to rethink your sleep schedule. And your fitness routine. And your diet. Yes, these are all very important pieces of your career puzzle -- after all, if you're sleep deprived, out of shape and malnourished, you're not getting get much done at work, are you? Set about making changes, and by the 2nd and 3rd, you're already feeling a little better. There's nothing like taking control to shift your point of view, is there? Your responsibilities could feel a little overwhelming on the 5th, but shoulder them. You're flying high, responsibilities and all, by the 7th. On the 12th, you have good reason to feel optimistic, because luck is on your side. By the 16th, you get a reminder of just how much your friends love you, and by the 17th, you get a reminder of how much your colleagues respect you. On the 21st, take advantage of just how well things are going to really explore some new possibilities in your career. By the 26th, you're ready to investigate some brand-new paths, and on the 30th and 31st, you wrap up the month with a remarkable surge of creativity. Whatever you do now will most definitely shape things to come.


Monthly fitness (by Astrology.com)
What are your biggest hopes and dreams when it comes to your fitness? Building muscle mass? Learning to do a backflip from a high dive? Being able to sit still and breathe deeply for 20 to 30 minutes? Do you wish you felt different? Could learn more new things? Could get outside more? Could find more mental and emotional balance? Whatever you're looking for, the 2nd and 3rd are great days to start searching. By the 7th, there's a lot going on -- don't forget about your health routine amid all the distraction. On the 13th and 14th, if somebody's driving you crazy, go take a walk before you confront them about it. By the 19th, you're ready for some slower-paced exercise. Yoga, anyone? On the 22nd, you're feeling fit as a fiddle, and on the 26th, you're ready to play. Whether it's soccer or volleyball or football or something that doesn't involve a ball, get out there and have a great time. On the 28th, you might be feeling a little tired. Well, that's what happens when you work out hard and work out well. Eat a nice dinner and get a lot of sleep, and you'll be refreshed and ready to take on the world. And that's exactly what you're going to do as the month ends on the 30th and 31st!


Monthly romance (by Astrology.com)
You have some big romance days coming up on the 2nd and 3rd. Whether you meet at a beach ball tournament or you run into them on the bus on the way to work after years of separation, you'll both be glad to see each other. And don't be surprised if the dog days of summer in combination with that spark of potential love end up giving you both a nice healthy glow! You're rosy all over just thinking about it, aren't you! On the 8th, whatever's on your mind when it comes to romance is worth talking about. Especially with them. So chat them up, and see what they have to say. On the 12th, you could already be feeling pretty devoted to this new cutie pie. Why not show them by planning a moonlight picnic at the beach? By the 14th, you might want to take a little break from all this romance. You need a little time to yourself, after all! The extremely fantastic and romantic 21st and 22nd will be all the more delicious after your recent romantic time-out. On the 26th, keep an open mind, and on the 30th and 31st, you might want to take a nap if you just can't get your head on straight. -

broken

Silly me broke a bone in my foot. Taking the next few days off work while it heals.

Great weekend!

I spent the weekend with a new gentleman. Could he be the one? Maybe... He impresses me immensely on EVERY level, setting a new benchmark. Better than "WOW!

Stripper Trixie

At work, I have this presence about me. I walk slowly with my back straight, head aligned with my spine, belly tucked in and pulled up, chin up, and always making eye contact. My flow is so natural, I ooze such confidence, men are drawn to me. They want to spend time with me. They need to get to know me better and are willing to spend money for the privilege -- no contact.


Ultra-slow movement. Seduction. Every angle must look good, as if posing for a camera. Slow. Holding each pose long enough for mental capture. Eye contact.
- or -
HIGH Energy. The music commands my body, I have no control. Nirvana.

Selling my Las Vegas condos

Looking for a condo in Las Vegas? I am selling both of mine. Send me a message for more details.

The Worst Thing In Life

If you want to do something, follow your instinct and do it while you still can!! Regret for something you did not do is the WORST type. Uncertainty and doubt can haunt for a lifetime, lowering self-esteem and worth, and is so easy to avoid by just being yourself. Don't get stuck wondering "what if..."

Let your individuality shine by consciously choosing how to behave, react, and live each new day. Never cheat yourself out of being you.

Every choice you make should reflect who you are. If negative or undesired result, it's still better to experience the bad in all its glory than to forever idolize what "might have been..." Be true to yourself.

If you regret something you did, learn from it. Humans make mistakes. Give yourself slack. Remember: you can only change the future--never the past.

DON'T regret your actions. For better or worse, they celebrate your unique existance! Be yourself, trust your choices, and don't look back. You're worth it!

New Years Eve 2005

For those who missed it:

A group of us all met at a restaurant inside the Palms Casino, had champagne on the roof, partied inside the Rain Nightclub, and then hung out at the bar and back in Danza's room.


There were other people there but I didn't get pics nor do I remember their names. (Sorry..) But I must say, I was in good company. All the gentlemen were dressed nice and treated me like a lady. It was a great night!

Hurricane Katrina

For anyone who has not been watching the news, it is important to keep up on what Hurricane Katrina is all about. Here are some very powerful pictures: http://www.poynterextra.org/Katrina/gallery/index.htm. Please spend the time to look at them. This is important. This is catastrophic for those who lived in Katrina's path and this will affect everybody in one way or another.

Not sure what’s going on? Read about it! http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/9156612/

This will not end in a few weeks or months. Long-term, possibly lifetime, damage has been done here. The physical damage is absolutely atrocious, but the mental damage may last longer. http://www.nytimes.com/2005/09/04/national/nationalspecial/04coping.html

Let me say that am not a Bush supporter anymore. I voted for him the first time but by re-election time I realized I had made a big mistake and voted for Kerry instead. Bush has been the worst president during my lifetime. He could have saved numerous lives that were lost during Hurricane Katrina. It really is appalling how little he cared: http://www.ledgeofliberty.com/2005/09/katrina_timelin.html

I am completely disgusted with Bush. While I don't like Michael Moore, he gets it right in his letter to Bush: http://www.michaelmoore.com/words/message/index.php. If the rich white retirees of Florida would have gotten hit by the worst part of the hurricane, Bush would have been on it. I believe race definitely plays a role here and Bush felt that the black people killed were just expendable anyway. Very sad and disgusting….

Lit Concert + Mars (the planet)

A few years ago I met Lit and hung out backstage. Back then I wouldn't even go to a concert unless I had backstage access. Needless to say, I've met a lot of bands. Lit was my favorite. They are cool guys. A Jay stands out for me the most.

Anyway, when I found out that they were going to be putting on a free show at the Empire Ballroom in Las Vegas, I immediately invited some friends. We were hooked up with a reserved private table above stage left. The cute waitress brought us a wonderful black cherry vanilla vodka, numerous juices, sodas, and Red Bulls. Lots of cocktails, good company, great music.. Las Vegas Magazine had me pose for some pictures. Who knows? Maybe they'll be published!

There were two attractive women whom I wanted to give my phone number too so I kept throwing business cards. After one landed on stage and one of the band members said ,"Hey! Some girl just threw us her business card!", I realized that my plan wasn't working.

Funny thing happened that night. I dropped my cell phone while in the bathroom. I had just entered the stall and before I had the opportunity to do anything, my cell phone fell out of my purse and into the toilet! It was still on but wouldn't allow me to do anything (even dial). After taking out the battery and putting it back in, it never turned back on again.

Lit put on a great show. The sound quality of the club was excellent. The staff was very professional. Nice club! We had a great time.

Afterwards four of us drove to the mountains to look at Mars. It wasn't the size of the moon. Not at all. Don't get me wrong, the sky was absolutely beautiful...I was just disappointed because I thought the "once in a lifetime" show was going to be big..

Bruce the Mormon

On the flight home a few nights ago, I met Bruce. He was a very polite gentleman and we started chatting right away. He asked what I did for a living and I sharply handed him my business card. This, of course, was before I learned that Bruce was a devout Mormon, an active part of his church, and happily married with 5 children. As a Sagittarius, I'm well known for putting my foot in my mouth. This is a great example!

Without knowing too much about them, I've never had a positive view on Mormons before. Bruce may have changed that. Listening to the reasoning behind what he believes and how it helps him live his life was really fascinating. His religion is not for me, but it obviously works for him...and that is all that matters!

He was very cool about my occupation and curious, to say the least. See, Bruce had never spoken to a stripper in his entire life. I told him that I would not be a good representative example. He told me that he would later bring up our chance meeting and discussions to both his wife and his congregation.

During our 3 hour flight we discussed a variety of topics. He asked the normal customer-dancer questions and I quized him on his religion. We discussed childrearing (I'm not a parent, btw) and the moral fabric of today's society. How it takes more than not being a bad person to qualify as a good person; being a good person is proactive. This was definitely an educational flight for both of us!

Everyone knows that Mormons have a lot of restrictions, but I never knew that they also have several positive "do" rules too (such as "Eat grains"). Church officials are not volunteers, instead they are members whom were asked to serve and chose to accept. They are not paid a salary and can often work 40+ hours a week within the church (not counting their normal job). Members are expected to pay 10% of their gross income to the church as tithes. This is a very sacrificing religion.

Many Mormons don't drink caffeine and I was always under the impression that was one of their rules. Bruce corrected me, "Only coffee and tea were forbidden." Really? Bruce drinks soda. Considering back when the rules were first decided soda didn't exist yet, isn't it reasonable to assume that it would have been forbiddem too?? Hehe.. "The rules aren't set in stone; only guidelines to live the best possible life." He enjoys soda as an acceptable luxury and doesn't drink the other two out of faith.

Bruce was a happy man. I find it amazing that someone can live that disciplined of a lifestyle and be happy...but, he was. Not many people have that much self-restraint. I sure don't. This was a fun plane ride.

No Wet Dream For Me

I have wet dreams several times per month. The sex is always awesome, perfect in every way, totally intense, and I orgasm in real life at the end. Usually I wake up mid-orgasm so that I can milk out every last pulse.

My dream sex world is always anonymous. I've never seen, met, or dreampt about the person before. Maybe this is one of the neccessary factors to add to my excitement.

Last night I was talking to a friend on the phone and he suggested I dream about him. I told him that I always have sexual dreams and never with anyone I know. Jokingly (or not) he suggested I could dream about him having sex with another guy. Now, I do like to watch that so I said "maybe". Just like guys like to watch two women go at it, I feel the same way about men. About all people in general. While I am an exhibitionist, I'm probably even more of a voyeur and love watching any kind of sex related to consenting adults.

So, last night I dreampt about someone I know. No, it wasn't the guy I spoke to last night on the phone. Dreaming about someone you know in a sexual way isn't the same. It loses that oomph somehow.

On to my dream... It was very stimulating. We were fooling around and maybe 5 minutes away from fucking when I got "caught". That's right, another friend walked in. The first guy was still half clothed; I was naked and hiding behind a shower curtain. With how much I despise water, I find it ironic we were fooling around in the bathroom.

Anyway, in my dream it became uncomfortable. I wasn't sure if the second guy was trying to save me from cheating or if he wanted to jump in. Either way, it changed the dynamics of my dream. I no longer felt comfortable moving forward. No hot sex, no orgasm. I woke up much more sexually frustrated than normal.

To the friend who suggested I dream about him: this is all your fault!! I've never been "busted" in my dreams before and I'm sure it was because I knew the person. You probably won't accept the blame because it wasn't you in my dream, but I have NEVER dreampt about anyone I've known before. This happened because of your suggestion and you need to find me a hot bisexual girlfriend for casual sex to make this up!

To the guy who was in my dream: if we're meant to have hot dream sex, I'm sure I'll dream about you again. I'm much more sexually frustrated now than I was yesterday, so tonight's dream better make up for that (with or without you).

To the friend who interrupted, I'm not sure what to think.....

Anonymous dream sex is easier..

"Hot blonde stripper looking for a female "friend with benefits" - Las Vegas"

I have been trying to place an ad on Match.com for the past few days. It seems that everything is considered explicit. I should have posted my original ad here. It was the raciest. It's against Match.com's policy to place an ad just looking for sex. How silly is that?


My first try went something like this:

I'm an attractive blonde stripper seeking another very attractive lady for adult play. I am not looking for anything serious, just something fun and casual. Let's experiment! I am fit and have a very voluptuous curvy figure. You should be gorgeous! Even though I've been with a lot of women, I still consider myself an amateur and would love to have a single girlfriend to gather quality experience and learn more from. There's no such thing as too much practice!

After NUMEROUS edits, I'm still getting disqualifying emails:

Thanks for submitting your profile. We’re currently unable to publish your submission because a portion of what you wrote violates our Terms of Use http://www.match.com/registration/membagr.aspx.

Your profile contains:

· Telephone numbers, street addresses, first and/or last names, URLs and/or email addresses
· Sexually explicit material of any kind (descriptions of body parts, sexual acts, etc.)
· Patently offensive language (promotes racism, bigotry, etc)
· Solicitation of business opportunities
· Solicitation of “escort” type services
· Reference to inflicting bodily injury to yourself/others

I'm an attractive blonde seeking another very attractive lady who's interested in going out and having fun. I am not looking for a really serious relationship, just a something fun and casual. Let's experiment! I am fit and have a very voluptuous curvy figure. You should be gorgeous! I consider myself an amateur and would love to have a single girlfriend to gather quality experience and learn more from.

Here is my most recent edit (may still get rejected):

I'm an attractive blonde seeking another very attractive lady who's interested in going out dancing, shopping, and who knows.... I am fit and have a very curvy figure. You should be gorgeous! I'm a stripper and would prefer a lady with similar lifestyle. Let's have fun!

My photos keep being rejected too:

We apologize but at this time we are unable to add the photo you submitted to your profile. Please submit another photo or crop yours to meet the following guidelines:

FOR YOUR PRIMARY PHOTO
- Your face must be visible (no sunglasses, both eyes must be visible)
- No nudity, sheer or otherwise "see-through" material
- No drawings, caricatures or other illustrations
- No copyrighted images

FOR OTHER PHOTOS
- No nudity, sheer or otherwise "see-through" material
- No copyrighted images

We will not post any photo we feel is too suggestive or explicit.


It's amazing. Even a bra that covers more than a bikini top is considered too suggestive! How am I supposed to find a casual girlfriend without sexy pics?


My 4th pic just got denied. I hope with the tame ad and boring pic I'll have to put up I don't attract a lesbian looking for a serious relationship. I don't want that at all......



Grrrrrrrr...... They just switched my heading to read "Hot blonde looking for a female - Las Vegas"

That is much different than my original "Hot blonde stripper looking for a female "friend with benefits" - Las Vegas". It sounds like I don't have any standards.. I switched it to "Gorgeous Hot Model looking for same - Las Vegas". Hopefully that stays. This is so tough!